Anyone who has followed our story knows I often talk about how close all of my kids are. Mandy has always been Casey and Rob’s biggest defender – and tormentor – and teacher – and the one who has gotten hurt the most by autism. She will deny it forever, but I know that there were days she didn’t like autism very much. But – we all have those days. Now, Rob has Cory to look up to and model.
Keeping Rob’s face clean shaven is a chore that neither of us particularly like. I leave it up to him when he wants me to shave him. A few weeks ago, he decided he was going to grow a beard like Cory’s. Every time I mentioned shaving, he covered his face with his hands and said no thanks! I had my doubts that he would grow a full beard, but it’s his choice. He lasted longer than I thought before he asked to shave. I think he was disappointed his “beard” wasn’t as full as Cory’s so he wanted it gone.
Rob doesn’t like new shirts. He insists on the same type of shirt with the sleeves cut off. We were in Kohls a few weeks ago and Mandy found a shirt for him to look at. He refused it – tried to put it back on the shelf. Until Mandy said the magic words “Cory has one like this.” So Rob bought it.
Rob is a follower. He watches Casey, Mandy and Cory for signs of what he needs to do. He won’t wear a coat unless Casey does and he chooses which coat to wear based on what she’s wearing. He wears boots when she does (and doesn’t understand that sometimes, girls wear boots to dress up a little 🙂 ) and he checks that there are two lunch boxes every morning.
Several months ago, Cory got a new truck. We were at their house one day and a friend of Cory’s stopped to see the truck. Rob was outside, too, and so happy and excited that he could hang out with Cory and Collin as they talked about the truck. That’s what Mandy and Cory do for Casey and Rob – they include them in everything. So many siblings are tired of autism and disabilities and I completely understand that, but somehow, I got lucky enough that Mandy and Cory want to spend time with them.
Casey doesn’t tend to follow others. But she is careful to watch out for Rob when they are together. And Rob knows that Casey feels safer holding onto someone in crowds so he holds her wrist (she is not a big fan of holding hands very often) or puts her hand on his arm. They both feel safer when they are together and as much as they annoy each other at times, I wouldn’t want to be the person who tries to hurt one while the other is there. I think there would be a fight – and my kids are too stubborn not to win.
But for all the ways they protect each other, they are just as likely to annoy the other one. Just like typical siblings. She’ll change the radio station away from the song he is listening to. He’ll play his iPad loud while she is trying to watch a video. They rush to get to a certain chair at grandma and grandpa’s house and will take it from each other. He will touch her plate and giggle. She will open his door and turn on his light (he hates that!).
We went to a Halloween dance the other night and once again, I heard “They aren’t anything alike – why not?” For some reason, since they both have autism, people expect them to be just alike. Even twins are not exactly the same in every way! While my brother and I are a lot alike in some ways, we are very different in others. I’m not sure why siblings with autism are expected to behave exactly alike.
Casey, Rob, Mandy and Cory are alike – and different. They are each perfectly who they are meant to be! Autism doesn’t define them or our family!