Autism and a Magical Holiday Season

Maybe I’m the only one that feels like this, but this year, especially, I want to experience a truly magical holiday season. As anyone who knows me knows – I love Christmas! I love decorating and baking and cards and wrapping – even shopping. But – this year, I want Casey and Rob to really have a wonderful, special season. That’s not always easy when autism is in the family, but I’m determined.

I’ve never been one to leave shopping until the last minute, so honestly, I’ve only got a few things left to get. I’ve got everything for my baking (and the list from everyone of their favorite cookies!) and my Christmas cards are ready to be mailed. I plan on having fun and not rushing around and stressing over silly little details all month. Life has been too anxious for months. We have been doing awesome with all of the changes, but those changes are getting to Casey. She wants her usual magic – parades, dances, shopping. And most of these have been canceled.

So I’ve been on the hunt for things she and Rob would both like to do (and that’s not easy!) that are close to home and don’t cost too much. I have heard that a few towns near us are having parades, but I’m sure there will be huge crowds. Most of me knows it should be safe, but at the same time, why take a chance? Especially if Casey doesn’t realize it’s an option. 🙂 I have found several drive thru light displays near us and these are perfect! Casey gets to go, go, go – and Rob can stay safely in the car away from the crowds he hates.

She is telling me now everything she wants to do – and getting irritated that Anna’s not dancing in The Nutcracker and that we aren’t going to the Zoo Lights and that there isn’t a Christmas parade and how is she going to see Santa? (I haven’t figured that one out, yet – but I will! 🙂 ) So I have reminded her about the light display at the fairgrounds and the drive thru Nativity next weekend and that we are going to another drive thru display next week. She’s happy for now – until she thinks of something else that has been canceled.

This year has been rough on all of us. I’m taking the easy way out for as many things as I can. Instead of stressing about what to get Rob (Casey always provides a long, detailed list of wants!) Santa is bringing just what he loves – metal signs, Lincoln Logs (he finally told me he needed 5 big boxes of these!), Legos and playing cards to rip up. Two more Elmos, a huge pile of coloring books and more socks will be moving in with us.

And here’s another point – buy what your child loves and enjoys! Don’t listen to people who say things aren’t age appropriate! These gifts are to make your child happy – not some nosey neighbor. If your child loves socks (like someone I know!) buy packs of socks. Most 28 year old guys do not want Lincoln Logs. Rob does – that’s what he will get. Besides, I’m sure your child will look at some of the things you want and are thinking “Why would anyone want that?” 🙂

And another – accept what invitations you are comfortable with. Going to a party is supposed to be fun and relaxing. If you know it’s not a good idea for your child, then decline or try to find someone to stay with your child and take your other kids. (Yes – the guilt that comes when you do that really stinks, but your typical kids deserve special time with you, too. And – I learned that many times, Rob didn’t want to go anyway. He always had more fun with Grandpa Mack.)

If you are going to a party, plan ahead for your child’s needs. Bring food they like. Bring head phones, iPads, comfy toys. Whatever they need. Remember – someone who truly cares about you and your child will not care that you do. And anyone who does care isn’t worth your time and energy.

Look for special things around your area to do. Your idea of a perfect Christmas will not look like mine. Your ideas will be as unique as your family. Don’t compare and don’t let anyone tell you that your plans are not “fun.” Please don’t get discouraged if your child doesn’t enjoy your plans. Autism is always tricky – you can rarely be 100% sure your child will enjoy something. And -try new things! Rob always insists on the same little, old Christmas tree in his room – this year, he wanted two trees! You never know when your child will decide that new things/foods are safe to try.

Both Casey and Rob enjoy doing crafts (she flies through projects – he has to decide if they are worthy of his time and effort) and I have several easy ones planned. I have their favorite Christmas story books ready to read. Their trees are decorated and their stockings are hung. It’s time to relax, have fun and remember the true meaning of the season! 🙂